Amazing Vintage Blue Cat Eye Frames with Rhinestones by VintageEtc

Oh my gosh!!! I totally want these frames!! $52 really isn't that bad for frames! Is it?
Amazing Vintage Blue Cat Eye Frames with Rhinestones by VintageEtc

I want to learn something new

KNITTING!!

picture found on etsy

picture found on etsy

I really want to learn how to knit! I had tried a few years ago, but decided I didn't want to do it, really I was just WAY TOO IMPATIENT! I started on a scarf and ended up putting it in a closet or something cause I didn't want to finish! So now I want to try and learn again! I don't have anything to start with, I don't even know if I still have needles! Anyway that's what I am wanting to do now!

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I was a little freaked out!

Okay so I had a very unsettling thing happen to me this past Friday. I was at work as usual and someone came into the store to buy some appliances, well they had to wait around a while for someone to pick up there purchases in a trailer. As soon as the guys that were picking up pulled up and parked I knew who one of the guys were right off the bat. It was the brother of Audrey's dad! I had actually dated him and kinda cheated on him with his brother, now I know I sound like a whore and if that's what you think fine, I was young and a little dumb! Anyway.... I began to freak out a little bit, I was thinking oh my gosh what am I going to do! So I was cleaning an appliance on the row in front of the door, well they walk inside and I'm standing there finishing what I was doing. I look at them very briefly and it was him! I got my stuff and moved to the next row to clean something else. So I'm trying to stay out of sight and do my job. Then the phone rings and Peggy, who I work with, answers and is talking to someone on the phone. Guess what?! The phone rings again on the other line and usually she will ask me by name to answer the phone if she knows she can't get to it. Since I knew this I answered it right away so she would not say my name out loud! I knew if she had said my name he would know who I was! Now I did exchange looks with him very quickly, I did not want to make eye contact. While I was on the phone with this person I had to go and get a price for washer. Well I had to walk right in front of him to go get the price!! Then I had to walk back by him to the phone! I was so out of it I don't even know what I said on the phone! I was so nervous! For those of you who don't know Audrey's father doesn't have anything to do with us, for all I know he may not even know I was really pregnant! I did tell him when I found out, but I never saw him again after that, well I'd say about 2 weeks after I found out is when I left and never saw him again. So I was worried that if his brother recognized me he might go and tell him! Well it's Monday and no sign of anyone! I have not been that freaked out in a LONG time, I was shaking and if I could have left right then I would have broke down and cried! Part of me wanted to talk to him cause I did like him years ago, you could say we had something special. I knew that if I did talk to him though mine and Audrey's life would change forever and I don't think it would be good. So I kept my mouth shut and I stayed out of sight. I kinda wish he had recognized me, but it's best he didn't. I also wander if he did actually know it was me, but just didn't say anything. I have seen him a few times over the years, but he has never seen me as far as I know! He is the only one I see from that family. Now if I ever saw her father I would just lose it!!

just some pics of my girls!

This is Franchesca, so stinkin cute!
Franchesca again looking super adorable!

Penelope and Audrey outside just hanging out together.

I want to post some more pics I just have to take the time to do so, but for now here are just a few!

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Where did my little girl go?!!

It's amazing how much a child changes in 6 months! I mean Audrey is really looking more like a young lady instead of a little girl! It's very sad for me, I am having a more difficult time with her growing up than I thought I would! She's still my baby girl and she knows that and doesn't mind me telling her that as long as none of her friends are around! Listen to this, last week as I was walking her into school she told me I couldn't give her a kiss anymore! I was so saddened by that, but then a couple of days later she said she didn't mind anymore! Man I REALLY don't want her to not want my loving anymore, I don't know if I can take it!






These are pictures that I took today, I like them! Till next time....
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I really need to keep this updated!

Well school started and it was a little rough at first, but now Audrey is doing good. She didn't have homework 3 nights in a row!! That's an awesome break from the usual 2-3 subjects a night! Ummm, I went to babysit my beautiful nieces a few nights ago! Really not much has happened in my life lately or I just can't think of anything right now. Oh yeah, we went to the TN Valley fair one night. That was fun, I rode a few rides with Audrey since she had no one to ride with. We rode one of the rides I wanted to ride and Audrey almost lost it. It was a spinny(sp?) ride that goes up in the air, not upside down or anything, just around and kinda high in the air. Well at first she was freaking out a little over the height, I didn't know she was afraid of heights, she told me, but I guess I didn't believe her. Since she has rode the roller coasters at Dollywood, but I guess things change the older you get! Then after the freak out over heights she was getting a little sick feeling, all I could think about was do not throw up on this ride, at least wait till we get neat a trash can!!! She never did vomit, thank God! After that excitement she rode what SHE wanted and I just tagged along. What else has happened...... I don't know! I'm just going to post some pictures I've taken lately! Enjoy!



















So that's it for now. I would and probably should label my pictures, but I don't want to, sorry!
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Back to school :(

I know school started 3 weeks ago, but I just now thought about posting pictures! So here they are!
At the house ready to go!
Audrey and her teacher Ms. Fowler.
My 4th grader!!

So far 4th grade has been a little stressful! Audrey had lot's of homework the first week of school, so when she would get home she would freak out a little bit as we would try to get through with homework! The second week homework eased off a bit, but she started afterschool care. Well she was excited about that at first, but then one of her friends that also go to afterschool care was not very nice to her, so I got to deal with that! This week is going much better(THANK GOD) so I guess it takes some time to get used to school again! I just have to pray harder and more often now, but that is not a bad thing!
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